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i am still alive
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[06 Apr 2005|08:30pm] |
just a quick update
classes are going well
the semester is almost over
good times good friends good people
saw a movie and read a book this week both of which i enjoyed thoroughly:
"smashed" by koren zailckas
"the notebook" w/ ryan gosling
that's about it party friday night i will be the dd
2.5 week sober
.budd.
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| quick update |
[09 Jan 2005|07:56pm] |
great break thus far
lots of hanging out with good people
new years was fun... amy p. spent a few days up here afterwards
now i am ready for classes to start again
( yeah_doood )
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| sleep with my memories...pictures apologies |
[12 Dec 2004|10:17pm] |
i am already done with winter...worst season of the year
almost done joes for the semester..no pizza making for five weeks
working at the gap in my spare time
ryan queirion secretary of defense
i'll be home for a day and a half for christmas and then a few random days throughout the break
i went sky diving i went rocky mountain climbing i went 2.7 seconds on a bull named fu manchu
.budd.
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| we are a family, i count on you..... |
[31 Oct 2004|06:39pm] |
last night was a great time
keg party with lots of friends
glad i ended up going
third roomy moving in this week
going over to park st in a minute
kill the dance floor
first update in 2 months
.budd.
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| i swear it's the last time.... |
[04 Sep 2004|10:25pm] |
apartment life is a blast... just being able to hang out do whatever i want whenever
got a job...still making pizzas
classes started this past week they look pretty good
i am now a college student at an actual school
.budd.
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| moving out and moving on.... |
[14 Aug 2004|12:27am] |
tonight i have been packing my belongings for the last few hours....
sorting through things deciding what not to bring and what to keep with me
this is probably one of the most exciting times of my life, i am moving out of my house into an apartment with my best friend and also finally going to a school that won't remind me of walking into high school every time i go to class
tomorrow we move in and i will be starting a new chapter in my life
one in which i plan on buckling down and doing the work everbody has been telling me i am capable of
in a few minutes after i am done posting this i will unplug my computer, and take it off of my desk the last big thing left in my room to pack
i won't be online for a few days since we will have to wait for the cable guys to come and hook us up, but you can get in touch with me through my cell phone
if anyone is in the dover/durham area the next few weeks and wants to meet up just give me a call
sawyer mills ... unh ... here i come
done with this tiny town
.budd.
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| just like when you were leaving Amarillo... |
[30 Jul 2004|02:06am] |
party last night was good for the fifteen minutes we were there
the nashua pd came and busted tht up nice and early... at least they let everyone go without any arrests
sorry to ryan who may or may not become an urban nomad once again due to this
the night before was fun...though it was a bit smaller we had no police
tomorrow is boston during the day with fatty and queer followed by dinner crew at long horn
next week is pretty full.... registration, calling cable companies, finding a job in dover, patriots, boston cannons game, party in hooksett, gonna be a full week
after that i have one more week until we move into the apartment...which is gonna be siiiiiiiiicccckkk
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.budd.
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| i will say this once |
[13 Jul 2004|08:55pm] |
dvd's or legal action
your choice dawg
.nobodycanrobmystyle.
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| this song is about feeling bad and feeling better... |
[03 Jul 2004|03:26am] |
this summer has been grand so far
drinking time with friends parties money
what else could i ask for?
besides maybe a female
saw dashboard get up kids and thrice last weekend.... awesome time except for the half hour when i didn't know where my keys were
hit up dovaahhh last night.. good time until the police made us a little nervous.. we will have to do it again soon
do not let him tell you any differant... danny p. killed the dance floor in the parking lot
this weekend will hopefully pan out well
doing it up in nashua after work on saturday and then kill all fourth of july party if you weren't invited then you aren't welcome!
"dude i was gonna wear that Bane sweatshirt tonight!!1"
more later
.budd.
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| a year later and things seem so similar.... |
[07 Jun 2004|01:59am] |
great weekend...beginning with drinking thursday night with larry weibel and more than one tretter
friday night prom night
prom was fun everyone looked wonderful
post prom lot party
waiting in line 20 minutes to cash scratch tickets
long ride up to north conway
lil' dan getting pulled over as soon as we pull out of the gas station in lincoln
finally making it to the house
walking into the house with a thirty of pabst in each hand
robby C. teaching us how to 2 step
john mccarthy climbing on the roof as soon as he got to the house
falling asleep for an hour in my car with kate and dan in the play it again sports parking lot and hten being woken up by creepy people next to us honking and asking where the party was at
robby c owned the fucking house
swastikas... klan members... robby the boy...looking for a razor to shave eyebrows
letting everyone see all of budd
8.75
shaq
95 dollar breakfast bill
sing along on the way home
"i wrote this song about the best date i ever had"
tonight was a good time but now i am exhausted
sleeping till the sun goes down tomorrow
.budd.
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| for you my love i would kill....him |
[25 May 2004|02:11am] |
my body is moving forward but my mind is stuck in place on that one thing it never moves from
i want it to be alright but it can't be it never will be how i always hoped for
besides the fact that i have no idea where i am going and how i am going to get there life has been ok lately
the only good part is being able to hang out with friends..the one thing that usually makes me happy
when i am with all of you guys life just seems to make sense
soon i want to have a guys night in THE BASEMENT drinking beer playing cards smoking cigarettes and cigars talking about women...just not caring what girl is looking at who being able to sit around and be men
it's starting to feel like a chasing amy night
these next few weeks should be amazing filled with drinking beers , bbqing, wearing a tux, north conway, a keg?, hopefully meeting some new faces to add to the crowd
i loved i lost and now i will try to forget what once filled a now empty space
.budd.
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| some close friends.... |
[19 May 2004|07:40pm] |
lately i have been making some new friends and i would like to introduce them to all of you which is thre point of this post
these guys may have graduated high school in 1977 but i still think they're cool
( some cool kids )
tired...and spending a night at home tonight
.budd.
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[16 May 2004|04:47am] |
tonight was good ,,,people at my house
cant type
tired smoking abutt
only faggots get ink on thier wrists
fuck those nashua pussies
its me the way i love to be
.budd.
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| i wish i had the summer in my hands... |
[10 May 2004|02:30am] |
two more days and i am done for the year
15 weeks to figure out what i want to do
first sober weekend in about four months
got to hang out with christine saturday night
babysat thursday and friday nights ..goodtimes with my little cousins
i start back at christophers thursday night
9 months away and now i am back... kind of excited
i would love to see all those people that have been away at school this year who i haven't kept in touch with too much
unite, unite, unite
2:30 in the morning i think i will smoke a butt and go to bed
.budd.
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| the next morning.... |
[02 May 2004|01:35pm] |
this weekend was a good time
chllin at my house friday night playing a little bit of ruit but mostly just hanging out with friends
a few people showed up later in the night
saturday my plan for all day drinking was foiled by the fact that i had a hangover and weibel wasn't at my house when i woke up
early saturday little barbeque... then shit blew up
nice crowd some differant faces
this morning cleanup at eight am vomit, wounded soldiers, cigarette butts, and empty red cups
excited to find out you lied to me..puts me in a great mood
if you think the above is about you then it probably is not
sleeping then school work..mom should be home in a few hours
.budd.
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| say man you cool? |
[19 Apr 2004|11:28pm] |
feeling like shit all day today
stayed home from classes couldn't deal with getting out of bed
watched a bunch of movies
slept a bunch
i will be back to the real world tomorrow after basically two days in bed
saturday night was pretty good mostly just hanging out in my yard since it was so beautiful out
even though she is home now i still haven't talked to her
not feeling to great about that
my basement is full of half-empty red cups that need to be cleaned up... i think i will wait until friday or saturday to do that though
enough rambling for now i couldn't sleep
dazed and confused is almost over...first time watching it in a few weeks
.budd.
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| so let's hit the streets tonight.... |
[08 Apr 2004|01:52am] |
yea that's right i got a job thanks to the other half of the quarter ton of fun... now we will be in full effect in motherfucking maine
now i will have income to pay for booze rather than throwing down a few bucks on forties or a 12 pack between 3 people
now i will be able to buy some sweet summer clothes for cheap
now i won't have to be stressed all the time due to lack of money
now i can pay my mom back some of the money i have been borrowing from her the last month or so
now i am a GAP employee
and i cleaned out my car tonight at midnight because there was not much else to do
this also means that i will not be available as much but when i am i will actually have money again to be able to go out places
my hair is starting to get longer and into my face i am probably waiting until school is done to cut it as a form of non-violent protest
found four pairs of shoes in my car while cleaning it out
i sent out the letter in about a month we will see what happens with that situation
thinking about going to bed now... goodnight
.buddisskinny.
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| friday night like it should be |
[02 Apr 2004|02:00pm] |
tonight my house
this afternoon gotta apply for some J O B 's
i need money cause i have none
i wrote her a letter and will send it today
room in the basement is almost done... needs some finishing touches but it's good for tonight
one weekend of soberness was enough for me now i need to get back to business
i got on the ball and cleaned my room this morning when i woke up
longest lj entry in a long time
i need some new shoes
this rain is killing me
watched lots of movies last night....full metal jacket for the first time so good
and my mom has a screenname now which is hilarious she just signed online
that's it for now
see you all tonight
.budd.
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