urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld around since '85 reel big budd 2007-01-29T21:58:53Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:29530 2007-01-29T21:58:53Z 2007-01-29T21:58:53Z i am still alive urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:29214 2005-04-07T00:40:33Z 2005-04-07T00:40:33Z just a quick update<br /><br />classes are going well<br /><br />the semester is almost over<br /><br />good times good friends good people<br /><br /><br />saw a movie and read a book this week both of which i enjoyed thoroughly:<br /><br />"smashed" by koren zailckas<br /><br />"the notebook"<br /> w/ ryan gosling<br /><br /><br />that's about it party friday night i will be the dd<br /><br />2.5 week sober<br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:29035 2005-01-26T21:05:10Z 2005-01-26T21:05:10Z snow falling....fuck this shit<br /><br /><br />classes going well<br /><br />the former triple is now only a double for the time being...sucks<br /><br /><br />back online<br /><br /><br />that's about it <br /><br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:28895 2005-01-10T01:01:40Z 2005-01-10T01:01:40Z great break thus far<br /><br />lots of hanging out with good people<br /><br />new years was fun... amy p. spent a few days up here afterwards<br /><br />now i am ready for classes to start again<br /><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br />flashy little smile <br />kiss more ass like you do <br />i'd rather be called nuts <br />than to be a 'yaaa dude' <br />you strut down the hall <br />you think you're the shit <br />yes i know you drink beer <br />but stop talking 'bout it <br />the party was sweet <br />i got so fucked up <br />you should've been there <br />i crashed my new truck <br />i got with this girl <br />yeah man she was hot <br />but i lost my white hat <br />after we smoked too much pot urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:28493 2004-12-13T03:24:02Z 2004-12-13T03:24:02Z i am already done with winter...worst season of the year<br /><br /><br />almost done joes for the semester..no pizza making for five weeks<br /><br /><br />working at the gap in my spare time<br /><br /><br />ryan queirion secretary of defense<br /><br /><br />i'll be home for a day and a half for christmas and then a few random days throughout the break<br /><br />i went sky diving i went rocky mountain climbing i went 2.7 seconds on a bull named fu manchu<br /><br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:28362 2004-10-31T23:43:20Z 2004-10-31T23:43:20Z last night was a great time<br /><br />keg party with lots of friends<br /><br />glad i ended up going<br /><br /><br />third roomy moving in this week<br /><br /><br />going over to park st in a minute<br /><br /><br />kill the dance floor<br /><br />first update in 2 months<br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:28121 2004-09-05T02:25:09Z 2004-09-05T02:25:09Z apartment life is a blast... just being able to hang out do whatever i want whenever<br /><br /><br /><br />got a job...still making pizzas<br /><br /><br /><br />classes started this past week they look pretty good<br /><br /><br /><br />i am now a college student at an actual school<br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:27659 2004-08-14T04:32:34Z 2004-08-14T04:32:34Z tonight i have been packing my belongings for the last few hours.... <br /><br />sorting through things deciding what not to bring and what to keep with me<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />this is probably one of the most exciting times of my life, i am moving out of my house into an apartment with my best friend and also finally going to a school that won't remind me of walking into high school every time i go to class<br /><br /><br />tomorrow we move in and i will be starting a new chapter in my life<br /><br /><br />one in which i plan on buckling down and doing the work everbody has been telling me i am capable of<br /><br /><br />in a few minutes after i am done posting this i will unplug my computer, and take it off of my desk the last big thing left in my room to pack <br /><br />i won't be online for a few days since we will have to wait for the cable guys to come and hook us up, but you can get in touch with me through my cell phone<br /><br /><br />if anyone is in the dover/durham area the next few weeks and wants to meet up just give me a call <br /><br /><br />sawyer mills ... unh ... here i come<br /><br /><br /><br />done with this tiny town<br /><br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:27429 2004-07-30T06:18:31Z 2004-07-30T06:18:31Z party last night was good for the fifteen minutes we were there<br /><br />the nashua pd came and busted tht up nice and early... at least they let everyone go without any arrests<br /><br />sorry to ryan who may or may not become an urban nomad once again due to this<br /><br /><br />the night before was fun...though it was a bit smaller we had no police <br /><br /><br />tomorrow is boston during the day with fatty and queer followed by dinner crew at long horn<br /><br />next week is pretty full.... registration, calling cable companies, finding a job in dover, patriots, boston cannons game, party in hooksett, gonna be a full week <br /><br />after that i have one more week until we move into the apartment...which is gonna be siiiiiiiiicccckkk<br /><br /><br />augustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenthaugustfourteenth<br /><br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:27290 2004-07-14T00:54:59Z 2004-07-14T01:01:23Z dvd's or legal action<br /><br /><br />your choice dawg<br /><br /><br />.nobodycanrobmystyle. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:26971 2004-07-03T07:33:29Z 2004-07-03T07:33:29Z this summer has been grand so far<br /><br />drinking <br />time with friends<br />parties<br />money<br /><br />what else could i ask for?<br /><br />besides maybe a female <br /><br /><br /><br />saw dashboard get up kids and thrice last weekend.... awesome time except for the half hour when i didn't know where my keys were<br /><br /><br />hit up dovaahhh last night.. good time until the police made us a little nervous.. we will have to do it again soon<br /><br /><br />do not let him tell you any differant... danny p. killed the dance floor in the parking lot<br /><br />this weekend will hopefully pan out well<br /><br />doing it up in nashua after work on saturday<br />and then kill all fourth of july party<br />if you weren't invited then you aren't welcome!<br /><br /><br />"dude i was gonna wear that Bane sweatshirt tonight!!1"<br /><br /><br />more later<br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:26864 2004-06-07T06:08:17Z 2004-06-07T06:08:17Z great weekend...beginning with drinking thursday night with larry weibel and more than one tretter<br /><br />friday night prom night<br /><br />prom was fun everyone looked wonderful<br /><br />post prom lot party<br /><br />waiting in line 20 minutes to cash scratch tickets<br /><br />long ride up to north conway<br /><br />lil' dan getting pulled over as soon as we pull out of the gas station in lincoln<br /><br />finally making it to the house<br /><br />walking into the house with a thirty of pabst in each hand<br /><br />robby C. teaching us how to 2 step<br /><br /><br />john mccarthy climbing on the roof as soon as he got to the house<br /><br /><br />falling asleep for an hour in my car with kate and dan in the play it again sports parking lot and hten being woken up by creepy people next to us honking and asking where the party was at<br /><br />robby c owned the fucking house<br /><br />swastikas... klan members... robby the boy...looking for a razor to shave eyebrows<br /><br /><br />letting everyone see all of budd<br /><br /><br />8.75<br /><br />shaq<br /><br />95 dollar breakfast bill<br /><br />sing along on the way home<br /><br /><br />"i wrote this song about the best date i ever had"<br /><br />tonight was a good time but now i am exhausted<br /><br /><br />sleeping till the sun goes down tomorrow<br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:26574 2004-05-25T06:22:12Z 2004-05-25T06:22:12Z my body is moving forward but my mind is stuck in place on that one thing it never moves from<br /><br /><br />i want it to be alright but it can't be it never will be how i always hoped for<br /><br /><br /><br />besides the fact that i have no idea where i am going and how i am going to get there life has been ok lately<br /><br /><br />the only good part is being able to hang out with friends..the one thing that usually makes me happy<br /><br />when i am with all of you guys life just seems to make sense<br /><br />soon i want to have a guys night in THE BASEMENT drinking beer playing cards smoking cigarettes and cigars talking about women...just not caring what girl is looking at who being able to sit around and be men<br /><br />it's starting to feel like a chasing amy night<br /><br />these next few weeks should be amazing filled with drinking beers , bbqing, wearing a tux, north conway, a keg?, hopefully meeting some new faces to add to the crowd<br /><br /><br />i loved i lost and now i will try to forget what once filled a now empty space<br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:26287 2004-05-19T23:51:25Z 2004-05-19T23:51:25Z lately i have been making some new friends and i would like to introduce them to all of you which is thre point of this post<br /><br /><br />these guys may have graduated high school in 1977 but i still think they're cool<br /><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a> <br /><img src="http://live.quizilla.com/user_images/E/Eyekandi78/1084898561_field-wood.jpg"><br />that is wooderson, he's a little older than the rest of thre guys, but still a chill character none the less, has a penchant for younger redheads<br /><img src="http://live.quizilla.com/user_images/E/Eyekandi78/1084898871_sktopmitch.jpg"><br />mitch kramer... a freshman while everyone else is a senior, has a hot older sister<br /><img src="http://live.quizilla.com/user_images/E/Eyekandi78/1084892353_esktoppink.jpg"><br />randall pink floyd... the unspoken leader of the pack, seems to be able to get any lady he wants<br /><img src="http://live.quizilla.com/user_images/E/Eyekandi78/1084892305_oppickford.jpg"><br />kevin pickford a drug dealer whose parents somehow found out about his weekend party plans for when threy were going away, beautiful car and girlfriend<br /><br />i just wanted you people who had never met these guys to be formally introduced<br /><br /><br />tired...and spending a night at home tonight<br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:26086 2004-05-16T08:48:26Z 2004-05-16T08:48:26Z tonight was good ,,,people at my house<br /><br /><br />cant type<br /><br /><br />tired smoking abutt<br /><br /><br /><br />only faggots get ink on thier wrists<br /><br /><br /><br />fuck those nashua pussies<br /><br /><br /><br />its me the way i love to be <br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:25758 2004-05-10T06:34:36Z 2004-05-10T06:34:36Z two more days and i am done for the year<br /><br /><br />15 weeks to figure out what i want to do<br /><br /><br />first sober weekend in about four months<br /><br /><br />got to hang out with christine saturday night<br /><br /><br />babysat thursday and friday nights ..goodtimes with my little cousins<br /><br /><br />i start back at christophers thursday night<br /><br /><br />9 months away and now i am back... kind of excited<br /><br /><br />i would love to see all those people that have been away at school this year who i haven't kept in touch with too much<br /><br /><br />unite, unite, unite<br /><br /><br />2:30 in the morning i think i will smoke a butt and go to bed<br /><br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:25416 2004-05-02T17:41:24Z 2004-05-02T17:41:24Z this weekend was a good time<br /><br /><br />chllin at my house friday night playing a little bit of ruit but mostly just hanging out with friends<br /><br />a few people showed up later in the night<br /><br /><br />saturday my plan for all day drinking was foiled by the fact that i had a hangover and weibel wasn't at my house when i woke up<br /><br />early saturday little barbeque... then shit blew up<br /><br /><br />nice crowd some differant faces<br /><br /><br />this morning cleanup at eight am vomit, wounded soldiers, cigarette butts, and empty red cups<br /><br />excited to find out you lied to me..puts me in a great mood<br /><br />if you think the above is about you then it probably is not<br /><br /><br />sleeping then school work..mom should be home in a few hours<br /><br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:25195 2004-04-20T03:33:22Z 2004-04-20T03:33:22Z feeling like shit all day today<br /><br /><br />stayed home from classes couldn't deal with getting out of bed<br /><br /><br /><br />watched a bunch of movies<br /><br /><br /><br />slept a bunch<br /><br /><br />i will be back to the real world tomorrow after basically two days in bed<br /><br /><br />saturday night was pretty good mostly just hanging out in my yard since it was so beautiful out<br /><br /><br /><br />even though she is home now i still haven't talked to her<br /><br /><br />not feeling to great about that<br /><br /><br />my basement is full of half-empty red cups that need to be cleaned up... i think i will wait until friday or saturday to do that though<br /><br /><br />enough rambling for now i couldn't sleep<br /><br />dazed and confused is almost over...first time watching it in a few weeks<br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:24854 2004-04-08T06:03:27Z 2004-04-08T06:03:27Z yea that's right i got a job thanks to the other half of the quarter ton of fun... now we will be in full effect in motherfucking maine<br /><br /><br />now i will have income to pay for booze rather than throwing down a few bucks on forties or a 12 pack between 3 people<br /><br /><br />now i will be able to buy some sweet summer clothes for cheap<br /><br /><br />now i won't have to be stressed all the time due to lack of money<br /><br /><br />now i can pay my mom back some of the money i have been borrowing from her the last month or so<br /><br /><br />now i am a GAP employee<br /><br /><br /><br />and i cleaned out my car tonight at midnight because there was not much else to do<br /><br /><br />this also means that i will not be available as much but when i am i will actually have money again to be able to go out places<br /><br /><br />my hair is starting to get longer and into my face i am probably waiting until school is done to cut it as a form of non-violent protest<br /><br /><br />found four pairs of shoes in my car while cleaning it out<br /><br /><br /><br />i sent out the letter in about a month we will see what happens with that situation<br /><br /><br />thinking about going to bed now... goodnight<br /><br /><br />.buddisskinny. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:24779 2004-04-02T19:13:49Z 2004-04-02T19:13:49Z tonight my house<br /><br /><br />this afternoon gotta apply for some J O B 's <br /><br />i need money cause i have none<br /><br />i wrote her a letter and will send it today<br /><br /><br />room in the basement is almost done... needs some finishing touches but it's good for tonight<br /><br /><br />one weekend of soberness was enough for me now i need to get back to business<br /><br /><br />i got on the ball and cleaned my room this morning when i woke up<br /><br /><br />longest lj entry in a long time <br /><br /><br />i need some new shoes<br /><br /><br />this rain is killing me <br /><br /><br />watched lots of movies last night....full metal jacket for the first time so good<br /><br /><br />and my mom has a screenname now which is hilarious she just signed online<br /><br /><br /><br />that's it for now <br /><br /><br /><br />see you all tonight<br /><br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:24354 2004-03-26T18:56:08Z 2004-03-26T18:56:08Z it's almost the weekend.... but i need a job so i can support this habit that i tend to take part in on the weekends<br /><br /><br />hopefully going to a party tomorrow night... have to work for my mom during the day tomorrow to make some money<br /><br /><br />summer clothes are calling my name today this weather is beautiful<br /><br /><br />my deck is basically done..put a chair out there yesterday smoked a butt out on it this morning when i got up<br /><br /><br />have yet to put up my breakfast club poster i bought<br /><br /><br />watched the wonder boys this morning with michael douglas and tobey maguire<br /><br />nashua this afternoon... quarter ton of fun in full effect<br /><br />missy brahms where have you been?<br /><br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:24119 2004-03-08T14:41:44Z 2004-03-08T14:41:44Z my weekened in a nutshell<br /><br />birthday party<br /><br />120 beers for 5 people<br /><br />beer cap eating dog<br /><br />hung over<br /><br />reconciliation<br /><br />blakes <br /><br />alcoholic tendencies<br /><br />tears running down my face<br /><br />broken window<br /><br />more tears<br /><br />pre-birthday dinner with dad<br /><br />christopher's<br /><br />movie gallery<br /><br />dazed and confused to end my weekend<br /><br />if you had any part in my weekend there is no more explanation needed<br /><br />.budd.like.back.in.the.day urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:23993 2004-02-29T07:43:49Z 2004-02-29T07:43:49Z great night tonight... some early drinks then dinner<br /><br />and now ... going away party...fun but with sad overtones<br /><br />and porn things keep popping up<br /><br /><br /><br />had a few to kill the misery this evening<br /><br /><br />i think my lips are blue tonight that's what the hurricane does to you though<br /><br />but i gotta take a piss and smoke a butt so goodnight lj see you in the am<br /><br />.budd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:23745 2004-02-13T05:52:27Z 2004-02-13T05:52:27Z so..... tonight my mom found out i smoke so now i have nothing to hide from my parents <br /><br />very awkward but also kind of a release because i was sick of lying to her about it<br /><br />she saw a picture on my computer of me smoking a cigarette while she was in my room talking to me<br /><br />and the rest is just history<br /><br />haha and she told me that she would have my dad lecture me about it...he smoked for 20something years i am sure he will say anything about me doing it<br /><br />for some reason she would rather have me drink than smoke and rather have me get tattoos than piercings...parents i just don't understand them<br /><br />i feel somewhat liberated by this whole situation, but still a little weird at the same time because i don't know if i will ever be comfortable smoking in front of her<br /><br />if i ever buy a handgun i want a custom job like tibalt's in the newer romeo and juliet<br /><br />all out of liquor i need more for tomorrow...one drink before the game did not suffice tonight<br /><br />mmmm maybe try something differant like some vodka or that malibu....just not tequila bad memories<br /><br />I would rather be an alcoholic than a liar<br /><br />.mitchkramer. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buddmeetworld:23396 2004-02-09T05:44:46Z 2004-02-09T05:44:46Z i want every weekend to be like this one ... ending each night with at least one drink<br /><br />coming back to the things that make me happy again<br /><br />probably haveing some cocktails tuesday night if all goes as planned<br /><br />the t-bird, a fifth of cap'n mo's, and a few subway cups can turn a whole night around...not to mention a trip to nashua<br /><br />introduced kate to randy floyd, slater, pickford and wooderson saturday night<br /><br />i want more fat clothing...i think i will take care of that tomorrow night<br /><br />i came i saw i conquered and now i'm gone again as though i was never there<br /><br /><br />.skippy.